reason

we are all human beings, we are made up of chemicals, but did u ever feel pain? ever feel hurt? ever felt that sense of sorrow when you neglected a friend?

i cant explain it, but sometimes when i neglect my friends, almost immediately i can feel this heartache. its undescribable really, but at times i wonder if it was all empty sorrow. i really cant tell, but these things i do not show, its better to keep them inside of me. so u see u really cant see the real me.

its really beautiful to lay down in fields of green while the wind blows in your face, and u wonder about life, about the past, the present, and the future. it gets me thinking why am i so caught up with the hectic lifestyle - why not take a day off or 2 and just lie down in patches of green or even gaze at the night sky.

"treasure what you have, because when its gone you will realise its importance" - its such a common saying. so true yet so false, perharps if we all make an effort to notice the people around us, spare a thought for them, just treat them a little better, then the world would be a much better world to live in. all it needs is a little effort...i cant really say the words i love you or thank you for being my friend, i seriously find it awkward. everyone is given an opportunity to live on this earth once, we may not have the power to change or impact the lives of everyone we meet, but to those whom we are able to, let them know that there's always someone tangible to love them, someone to walk with them through thick or thin, someone to be with them when they need it most....when someone cries, do not be there to comfort them to show your kindness but do it because they mean something to you.

it is really easy to tell if someone really cares or just treats some people better because they want something out of them. popularity does not equal true friendship, you may be extremely popular but how many true friends do you have? you may be rich, good-looking but who cares, no doubt initially you will be liked by everyone, but when people discover your inner self, oh how they will change their views on you.

it sis so true that sometimes, a friend may just be a friend any other day, but wad happens if he dies, and you were asked to give a testimonial about his life at his funeral. what would you say? it is in these circumstances that you really appreciate what he has done, you will soon find that you are able to weigh him.

so today, take some time off, just stand at the window at look at the night sky, think of all those that you love, and all those that love you, be it friends, teachers, or even schoolmates. say a silent prayer for them, because you will never notice their presence on this planet till their gone, so while you have the time, do them some good, because ultimately it is not what you get in return, but who you are able to return to.

- there's so much i want to say, but i cant tell you -
nat