The Realm of Zenmosphere

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Hopeless at jioing lah I

Nat

Hopeless. Humji. Human. Basically, as Gabrielle said " Im _____ <---fill in the blanks "

Now i understand what it feels. How annoying it can be. This is definitely the wrong time to feel this way.
Not the right year. Not the right time. Not the right me.

How it feels to be trying to reach when u have to have faith and take the first step, but never would.
That's the problem, that's the problem dammit.

Sometimes i so feel like im gonna say it. But when the time is there, it just remains inside.
How stupid, foolish to chase for something that will never come true - Blind dreaming -

Its been on my heart ever since i look at into those eyes.

The realm of love has no boundaries. If you have the courage to take the first step, you can only win or lose.
Sad Sad Sad - im always alone .

If you fail - move on.
I get knocked down - will i always remain down?


But we say if we're going nowhere.
But we say if its not enough.
But we say say we got a reason to ever fall in love.
To ever fall in love again.



- Reignited flames of passion -
_ I know that you know
I know that you can sense it
I know that you its true
But will i dare myself to move?


taN




Monday, February 07, 2005

you sure im just acting like?

nat / zenith-

Nowadays people say that my MSN nicks are acting like...well, are they so certain?
Like during Phek Mui's lesson once, MSN is an outlet for emotions, so, cant i put it that way?
It seems recently im hooked again. Come to think of it actually, i've nvr been more serious than this.
It sucks when u know that its there but u dun have the guts to do it.

If i could, then i would.

It seems i have to wait and see. Shou kai ji lu. i've nvr been thru this b4 so i really dun know how 2 put it in such a nice way.
perharps some things are not meant to be, perharps some things just need courage. Sometimes, the courage to ask and perseverance isn't there when u need it.

Its there, so far only can you show, while the rest u have to make it on your own. Some things have been laid out, so its up to you if you wanna take it or not.

We'll have to see how it goes, can the candle flame burn for so long?

some things are just too precious to be let go...........


40 kinds of sadness when ure gone



*twisted mind*
- tan / htinez -